Almost "Forever"

YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE

Dear ____,

We had a lot of memories to remember - laugh, cry, happiness and sadness. We start as a stranger became friends, best friend and then turned into lovers strangers again then lovers and then, strangers again. Countless times that this happened to us.

Countless hurt.

Countless pain.

Because I do not want to let go, let go of our love, our story, our happiness - or maybe just my happiness.

Until this day came ...

The day when I need and have to let you go.

You're always been my favorite. My favorite man, favorite buddy and my favorite past. But from this day, I will start my life again. But this time, without you.

I'm sorry if it's too late for me to realize that you're not happy anymore.

I do not know what the reason is, and I'm not going to ask again.

You're maybe not my first love, not my first man but still, you're the one I always wanted to be with, and the one I always wanted to end up with in every single step of the way. The reason why I believe that love can be so honest and genuine.

However, we are always at the wrong time.

I have to start my life by saying Goodbye.

Goodbye to your warm embrace.
Goodbye to your sweet kiss.
Goodbye to you.
Goodbye to us.

Thanks for all the memories that we've shared. Memories that i'll surely cherish forever.

No one needs to blame. Neither you nor me. The thing is, it's already done and whatever your reason is, I just want you to be happy. Happy on the choice you've made.

And I promise to do my best to be happy again.
This is the end of our journey together.
I love you.

This is for you,

My almost forever.