Pray. Smile.

“Don’t let the darkness from your past block the light of joy in your present. What happened is done. Stop giving time to things which no longer exist, when there is so much joy to be found here and now.” ~Karen Salmansohn







Yeah. It's been a while. i have to admit, so many things that already happened, many things that I've already realize and yes, i can say that it's really over by now. It's over, yeah just like that it's over. I'm wondering to myself why i still keep on thinking of those beautiful, nah... I mean silly things that I happened to us before. Those things that still makes me smile whenever I remembered. Few days ago we're good and now we're off again.  what the heck right?! You keep on coming back but you also keep on letting go.
You're always giving me the feeling of being scared. Scared that the day will come and you will not care anymore. I'm tired, so tired. Tired of being always left behind. Tired of always being least priority. One thing I've learned in our relationship and that is - to be brave.
Brave enough to forget our past.
Brave enough to accept what is happening to us.
Brave enough to let go of our "so called" future together.
Brave enough to let you go.
Because letting you go means letting go of all the things that is connecting to us.
Letting go of how we start,
how we start start to fall for each other and
how we end up together.
How we start to make a dream together, how we both argue with each other and end up cuddling.
All those things are turned into memories. Memories that i'll surely treasure forever.
If letting you go will be the only answer to all the unanswered question.
Then my love,
I am now letting you go.